it’s hard to believe i’ve really spent almost 7 years of my life here.
i don’t know why it’s so impossible to find a job but i’m getting frustrated. i need to start saving so i can get out of here. if i spend more than another year here i might just go crazy.
maybe i’ll start my own business… doing what, i don’t know. i might even go to fucking cosmetology school. i might sell all my shit and live the cushy life of a homeless person in the city for a while and rebuild my life from the ground up.
there’s really no opportunities for someone like me. no work experience, no connections, not rich to begin with… i feel like i’m at a dead end. i really, really need to get out of here.